I did it only to protect you. But why is it so hard to leave.
I need you more than I want you.
Grateful to be blessed with the ability to love and so I loved you
Yet each day I cursed with remorse, contradictory feelings.
Sentiments turn into sensations and I love you
Praying that you’d never love me back.
You’re losing yourself and I’m witnessing it first-hand
I sit under an abstaining self-sworn oath
Abashedly confessing my thoughts
And so it is you I begin to loath
For keeping me naïve and all you taught
Should I voice my unpleasantries? Can you handle the truth?
I’m silent and you’re accepting. A profound sight.
Pudding eaten by proof.